Hello....

Why do you make us suffer?
Why is there so much pain?
We are sometimes not in control of what is happening, yet you are there
letting Your drama unfold.
What is my Dharma?
When I think there is a moment of knowing,
when I think there is a moment of clarity in knowing
who and what I want,
I end up stumbling.
Upon such sadness and weak feelings in that I am not capable of such tasks.

When I read Your teachings, You send confidence to my heart once again.
And I get scared.
Of the insanity that exists beyond ourselves.
The insanity that exists within communities.
And then I laugh, in disgust and shame.
But I remember that
all is God.