What is this...

As I listen,
I hear the muffled sounds of life.
Voices penetrating beyond my perception.
Music playing beyond my ears and somehow,
I'm listening to all of this.

This noise, this life.
This penetrating belief that I am becoming a warrior.
I want my awareness to stay in this consciousness that is not my own.
For you and I are divine beings.
Living a divine life.
I do not want to poison my system any longer with words, with thoughts, with closing my heart to the greatest lesson given on earth.

Do you know that greatest lesson?
It is to embrace being fully awake. It is to not deny this wakefulness, of being in relationship to your God-given design.

And then the noise becomes more silent.
I am not wanting to be in this suffering any more.
I am not wanting to be in this suffering any more.
I am not wanting to be in this suffering any more.
I am not wanting to be in this suffering any more.

The universe is honorable.

You are there...

I realize that I love you.

And I am afraid of you and all that you are.

I feel you in my bones, in my heart...

yet, I remain afraid.

Afraid of the power of Your love...

Where will you take me?

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I will take you to the greater depths of who you are.

You are a child of God and the more you feel and sense that your entire being resides in my grace, I will bestow upon you everlasting peace. It will not falter. You will stand the test of time with Me. For I am here for you always and you will feel my presence forever.

Do not forget this. This is yours.

But what will happen to me? Why am I so afraid?

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You are afraid because you have left me. You have resorted to leaving this Divine connection which is rightfully yours. You have left me. You have tried to find happiness in worldly events, relationships, and money. Yet, you still are not happy. I am here, dear child. Just reach out, I am no further than a breath away.